Dirtiness

Hello Madam I have a problem caused me psychological condition unobtrusive to the point where I feel I have become crazy, I neglected my health and even my job. I am currently 26 years old. Day I was studying at the university, my girlfriend was with me, and she told me once that her brother loves me. In fact, I was not before it had experienced love, but I am of Love, she loves her brother. In fact, I was not before it had experienced love, but I liked her speech from her brother. I was telling me that he saw me from afar and I'm at home, impressed me and Bokhalaqa. Madam, I've loved it and we've had no telephone and no contact, only his sister was a messenger between us. And I told my mom and dad and everyone knows it was tale. On one occasion, warned me my cousins ​​him and they told me: "This boy morals is decoration," but I what charity, and "Thaoshc" with them and with my big brother, however, was a surprise as his family came Akhtpununa him, where he contacted the phone his sister and told her: " I do not I do not want Jay Okhtiha, originally what I loved. " In fact, ma'am, in that moment was a shock to me and my family. As days, I discovered that it plays my feelings, knowing that his sister has apologized and regretted. I collapsed ma'am, I felt that my heart break. I have entered the hospital because of a nervous breakdown. Even my father's disease because of my case and oppression on me. Major catastrophe after they get out of the hospital. And I tried to complete the study and graduate, where he died my father, and entered in a big shock, especially since I only girl among three boys. My sisters. After the death of my father closed my heart and bits refuse any person applying to me, so that I complicated thing than a man. After the years that passed since the death of my father, and I graduated from the university a very good grade high, was hired and became interested in my job and my family and my girlfriend was always my mother. And once it entered the forum on the net was the talent and creativity and dialogues, where you join and help and I discuss and Othaor, and frankly I liked the situation. One day, the site observer Araslani funds on the site, and his style was respected. Prepared by the relationship between us began and asked me to do behave inappropriately with him, and I knew he drank alcohol and is married, and has a girl and betray his wife, knowing that he humiliates me in the face and to the great words. I persevered and endured because I love it. Sdta, I'm a graphic designer, and fashion designer, jewelry, a painter and a sensitive human being. Even my share was rejected for him because he tells me: "Reject" and saying I am his mother dependents. what should I do? please help me?